the grey man, i can't finish this

I don't know what's worse.
the feeling that you give me when i see you or the feeling i get knowing that i'm not allowed to anymore.
where are you when i need you, babe ?
i cried when you left me and now i cant see straight.
who else will be here to hold hand in the dark ?
where are the days when there was that spark ?
i miss you so much, and you dont even know, you'll never know.
not anymore, it's all said and done.
i need closure though, one last moment to talk to you and to find out what happened to you.

"you've got to run right back to her arms."

you can find your way

i can't sleep
i can't breathe
i miss your smell
your smile
you next to me
i can't think
i can't see
why did you go ?
how could you leave ?
i can't hear
i can't feel
my veins run cold now
my body is weak
my limbs won't move
my brain won't function
everything's fading to black
everything's one blurred emotion
everything's going
everything's gone...

iella

you've made me happier than i've ever been,
but yesterday it almost came to an end.
something happened and you were set off,
i cried and cried, but brushed it off.
i love you so much, and only time will tell,
if we can make this last and do it well.
you were the first one to put ideas in my head,
something's bitten me and it's affecting me, yeah..
you're going fast, but i dont want to slow it down,
i've only smiled lately and never frowned.
it'll be years soon, i know it will;
you're making me fall
harder
harder
until...






i'm there.

Lane, bullhorns

tie a knot
pull it tight
hold my hand
this feels right

please dont ever
let me fall
i love you so much
you are my all

take me with you
wherever you go
i'll always be with you
in your heart and soul

i hope that you remember
all the times we had
i'll never forget
the life we led

O.o

oh, praise the stranger that pulled me out from underneath that bus. praise the dear lord, i put my life in your trust. god, thank that man who gave his life for the one i currently lead. jesus, watch over me and take my soul to keep. you'll never let me fall with your grace and your might. thank you to that man who gave me new life. thank you for saving every bit of my soul. if i had a choice, i'd never get old. i'd live forever so that each day, i could thank you from down here for saving me that day.