I miss when everything was right and you wanted me.
I used to say, "okay, goodnight," and you'd say, "baby, don't leave me tonight."
Where are those days now ? I seems like they never even existed.
I am at a loss for words now. I can't even think about you the same way anymore.
When you wouldn't tell me who it was, my heart sank.
Then you said, "because it's another girl."
My heart fell right through my chest, into my stomach, and onto the floor.
I just dont know what to do anymore.
And I have no one to tell this to, but my computer screen.
I do not even know why. No one will tell me what i did, they all just disappeared.
I feel as if I have just been put through a whirlwind.
Nothing is going right and I don't understand why...
This is a crap writting too because I'm so distraught.
Usually it's good when I am inspired, but I'm just lost.

Completely lost with no where to go.
No one to talk to, no one that knows.
Not a single person to even listen to what I have to say,
I can't even tell anyone what I feel or why I feel this way.
I'll never get you back, you're gone and far away.
My friends, what friends ? They all exclude me anyway.
This summer was supposed to be the best,
Senior year is supposed to kick ass.
But now I'm so confused and my world is handing me a big "YOU LOSE."
Who am I supposed to befriend ? I'm not taking next year to start all over again.
But I can't solve any of my problems because I don't know where to begin to resolve them.
We talked it out, so I thought, but you still don't care about me.
Where is your heart ?
I told you how I felt about how you leave me out.
You said you wouldnt anymore, but, again, tonight that was bullshit in and out.
I can not wait for college, there will be so many more people out there.
I'm miserable, and the only one that will listen is my computer screen.