Words cannot express what I need to confess
The constant pang of despair beats me with its icy whip
Was I not all that I could have been?
But with you I lost myself
I didn't get lost in you
I got lost because of you
I forgot who I was; forced to change
And into who? To what?
Made to be someone knew
Someone neither of us bargained for
Is that why I stopped loving you?
Because you stopped loving me
because the me you once loved was gone
because you're the one that made her leave
Yet I sit here and cry
My dampened cheeks and sad eyes
I wonder and scream, why?
I blame myself for the falling apart
For changing you and killing your heart
It's funny though, because now I'm the one who can't move on
I've been long over our crappy run, but I'm no longer me
I'm not who I once was, so I can't cope and move on like Kelsey does
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