this obsession

i could swear that i have seen your face before,
the look in your eyes is just a little more
than normal; you seem like someone i'd want to get to know.
it never occured to me what could happen,
if i let you in for one night and
i never thought for once that i'd get hurt;
i didn't think about it first.
i just wanted to get to know you,
well, i think i know you a little too well.
it was really nice to meet you,
i do have to admit.
i'd like to see you again, i really do,
but i can't take the emotions you put me through.
for god sake, i barely even know you,
just hurry up and we'll get through this fast,
i need a fix and i need to make it last.
scratch everything that i just said,
i love you and dont JUST want to give you head.
ahahahaha.

i wrote the last part because it ryhmed and it ruins the entire thing, but i just can't find it in myself to erase it.