remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

oh no, i've lost you.
we always talked about how that happened to other people and that it would never happen to us. thick as theives, best friends until the end, sisters.
that's all different now, five years, slowly fade and condense into one month, now it's all gone.
that's fine if you moved on; you're not the only one.

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-oh, what a shame we all became such fragile, broken things. a memory remains just a tiny spark. i gave it all my oxygen so let the flames begin, let the flames begin. -
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i'm actually really happy with my life right now, a bit stressed, but over all satisfied. [:

i have made a ton of amazing friends that i wouldn't trade for the world. i am so happy that we've met and we seem like we can make this last.

and i've settled my fears and got my opinions out with my best friend so it seems like we are both on the same page. it'd hurt me a little to see him with someone else, but he's not mine. and i'm going to be with other people and i can't expect him to not do anything if i am going to. i just dont want to see him get hurt. that is my big thing. girls are pretty.. rough on guys these days. i just want everything to be good for both of us. i'm just happy we got closer.
i just lav yew, best friend. [:

the newest additions are quite a few. like her, i am at her house right now. what a sweetheart. i can tell her any and everything and we have only known eachother for a short bit. i have never really opened up to anyone that fast before, but i just knew something was there. she and i have both have the same views and for the most the same friends.

you, we've gotten closer. so i think; you are one of my best friends by far. you come over all the time at all hours of the night. and you're a sweetheart. i'm starting to open up to you more and the night you and him were over opened my eyes to how sweet you really were.

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so stickam. i got one and i love it ~! haha. i get to see everyone all of the time and all of the stupid shit they do behind closed doors.
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this is the longest blog i've posted on here yet.
peace and love, niggas.

and as always i leave you with a piece of my mind:



and just this once, a quote:
"fear is in the heart of men who love; love is in the heart of all who fear."